Sad Face

Well, I am really disappointed. I have made a new mistake. I should never have broken up with my exboyfriend. He is a wonderful guy. He didn't deserve to be treated like that. It's all I can think about anymore. I really need to tell him how I feel, but I don't know how. He'll reject me or at least he should. I do not deserve a second chance. I hurt him in the most unimaginable way. I broke up with him and it broke his heart. He hasn't moved on, but I just know that I don't deserve him. I never did deserve him. It brings the pin prick of tears to my eyes. I'm sorry that this part of the blog was all mopey.
I want nothing more than to find love like my grandparents did. My grandparents have this amazing lovestory that starts with my grandma writing letters to my grandpa in the service. Their lovestory has continued for more than 50 years now. My exboyfriend gave me hope that-that type of love still existed. I wish I had been more intelligent. I wish that I could have him back.
If you could wish for anyone to be back in your life who would you wish for? I know who I would wish for. It is an easy question for me to answer, but it may not be as easy for everyone else.
I would love to know what ya'll want to me to talk about on this blog. You guys are welcome to email me at silenceinbeauty@gmail.com

Update: on books

I have read the book The Immortal Rules by Julie Kagawa. It was definately one of the best books I've read in a really really long time. Of course, this is a vampire book, but with a wonderfully interesting twist. It takes place in the future. In the future the humans are blood cattle. This is a fantastic book. Everyone who loves romance and adventure and fantasy should love this book. I hope you guys read it and share your opinions.

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