Books Again!!! An Update!

I am simple going to list the books that I have read recently. As I list them in an easy to follow outline form, I will also share my opinions on the book.

• Memoirs of a teenage Amnesiac by Gabrielle Zevin
• Is an amazing heart-warming story. You fall in love with the characters in this book. As the plot twist and turns your heart-throbs. I loved this book. It was amazing.

• Divergent by Veronica Roth
• This was/is freaking amazing. I love this book!! You meet a girl which all teen girls can relate to. You feel like you grow stronger as she grows stronger. The story is an amzing adventure with even some romance. This one of the top reads for the new year. It is as great as Hunger Games and Twilight.

• Insurgent by Veronica Roth
• I am not as pleased with this book as I am with the first one in this series. This is sequel to Divergent. In this book, we see the continuation of Tris and Four's struggle for justice.

• Ghost of the World by Diane Canwell & Jonathan Sutherland
• This is non-fiction. I just got it for Christmas and I am already more than halfway through it. I find this type of thing to absolutely fascinating.

• Hail Ceasar by Thu-huong Ha
• This book is amazing. I fell in love with Ceasar. I love this book. I bought this book for a dollar. One of my hobbies is to go to a dollar store and buy one the cheap looking romance books that aren't of the adult variety. I have found some of the best books that way. I found this book that way! Check it!

That is all I am going to say about books for now. I can't remember the rest of the books I have read recently. I will give a complete list of all the books I have read recently soon. If you have suggestions, email me at silenceinbeauty@gmail.com.  Let me know what you think of this. If you like this type of thing, let me know and I will do another one.

Technology and I

I have decided to share with you one of my favorite websites of all time. Writing is a passion of mine in case you were unable to tell from my many many blog post. This has lead me to search the internet for a safe place to share my fictional and non-fictional writing. I love writing.
I searched forever for a good site. For a long time, I used a site called www.quizilla.com , but it really started to grow unuseful. It was nice when I first joined, but a lot of not so desirable people joined. It was taken over by anime and fan-fiction. These two genres aren't my favorite.
When I started to become unhappy with this site, I renewed my search for a good site. Then as if by a mircle, I found www.wattpad.com. Wattpad is an amazing site that doesn't allow for your work to be stolen. It also has more a community for readers and writers. This increases its appeal.
Soon I fell in love with the site. Wattpad has a great mobil appilcation as well. I really suggest making an account for this site if you like to read or write. The greatest thing about the site, you ask? It's free! Completely 100% free. I like free things.
Once you have an account, wattpad offers you many cool things to add to your profile. Wattpad offers a cool features called a library. Every story you read or look at you can add to your library. Then you can vote for the stories you like. These votes come in handy for the special contest called the watty awards. I really hope you guys like it. Please check it out. It is a fantastic site that is full of great oppertunities for writer's and readers.

I love this site so I hope you guys enjoy it. If you have questions, comments or suggestions for the blog send them my way. My email is silenceinbeauty@gmail.com. I look forward to reading the comments. Please?????

My First Dance

I remember my first dance with a boy like it was yesterday. Homecoming this year was the first time I ever actually danced with a guy. Dancing with the guy I was with at the time was great. He was sweet and respectful. We swayed back a forth to the slow songs. I was too self-conscious to dance with him to the fast songs, so I didn't. I knew it disappointed him. I hated disappointing him, but I didn't feel comfortable dancing to the fast music.
That night will always have a special meaning to me. The guy I was with that night was my first kiss too, but that is a story for another time. Later that same year he would be the first guy to break my heart. He said so many hurtful things, but I knew that would happen. In high school, no relationship will last forever. It didn't make the hurt any less.
I had actually let myself believe that he and I might actually make it through everything, but that wasn't the case. Eventually we spllit up which was fine.
Moving on was difficult because the memories of the first kiss and the first dance haunted my thought. Everything was fine eventually. My friends let me talk to them about everything. I confessed everything he and I ever did to my parents. They told me they understood and that is when I understood that their love for me, their child, was the only unconditinal love I would experience for right now.

11/30/12

Well between this blog and twitter I will never get my English project done. I am entirely to entertained sharing my opinions of the wonderful world I live. Entirely disenchanted am I with the high school dating scene. I really am overly exhausted by the idea of having someone break my heart again. So now unless someone is really specail I refuse to date. I am of a decent age and have only ever had three boyfriends and with all but one I dated them for a long amount of time.
So rather than just have my heart broken again. I have decided that no one is really going to be missing out on my dating. No one in the world has ever bothered to make me feel special. Therefore I must just be one of those girls who just doesn't have a real active high school social life.
All my life my parents have told me of their glory days in high school. That is what I wanted. To have a boyfriend and friends who went out on the weekends, but no. I have always had the friends that hang out with other people on the weekend and a boyfriend who is constantly making me choose what to talk about. So instead of being stuck with that I am now doomed to singledom. I know the lecture of how no woman needs a man. I know I don't need one. I want to feel wanted. Everyone likes feeling wanted.
For some reason, when I blog I pour my heart and soul into it. I realize that no one is probably reading this, but part of me hopes someone out there is. That my life doesn't feel completly pointless. If this blog let's one girl or guy know that they aren't alone with having these feelings then I would be overjoyed. The chances of the happening are like one in a million though. I am just some girl trying to figure things out in a world that doesn't make any sense.
If you have comments or questions email me at silenceinbeauty@gmail.com. Thanks for your time log on for the next installment of my ever so interesting life soon.

An update

I am sorry to inform you, but I will no longer be adding to this blog regularly. I have had a stroke of genius. My genius has lead me in a new direction. I am gonna make another music blog because you ( my faithful audience) prefer that type of blog from me. So my blog will be my playlist on life or something along those lines. I might keep updating this blog. I'm just not sure yet.

Sad Face

Well, I am really disappointed. I have made a new mistake. I should never have broken up with my exboyfriend. He is a wonderful guy. He didn't deserve to be treated like that. It's all I can think about anymore. I really need to tell him how I feel, but I don't know how. He'll reject me or at least he should. I do not deserve a second chance. I hurt him in the most unimaginable way. I broke up with him and it broke his heart. He hasn't moved on, but I just know that I don't deserve him. I never did deserve him. It brings the pin prick of tears to my eyes. I'm sorry that this part of the blog was all mopey.
I want nothing more than to find love like my grandparents did. My grandparents have this amazing lovestory that starts with my grandma writing letters to my grandpa in the service. Their lovestory has continued for more than 50 years now. My exboyfriend gave me hope that-that type of love still existed. I wish I had been more intelligent. I wish that I could have him back.
If you could wish for anyone to be back in your life who would you wish for? I know who I would wish for. It is an easy question for me to answer, but it may not be as easy for everyone else.
I would love to know what ya'll want to me to talk about on this blog. You guys are welcome to email me at silenceinbeauty@gmail.com

Update: on books

I have read the book The Immortal Rules by Julie Kagawa. It was definately one of the best books I've read in a really really long time. Of course, this is a vampire book, but with a wonderfully interesting twist. It takes place in the future. In the future the humans are blood cattle. This is a fantastic book. Everyone who loves romance and adventure and fantasy should love this book. I hope you guys read it and share your opinions.

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Crazy stuff

This week has been crazy. I am looking forward to so many things, like the election. I am personally an independent person. I don't like being tied to either party. I mean, I respect all people's opinions on the politics.
I have been doing on a lot of reading recently. I read when I need to isolate myself. I only need to isolate myself when I start to really freaking stress.
So then there is school. School is really stressful right now I don't understand anything going on in two of my classes. It's getting ready to make me have an emotional breakdown.
I hope things get better. I mean things can only go up from here. So I'll try to keep my head up. I'm sure this blog is really boring, but I'm not exactly sure what to blog about. I'll blog again soon with something more interesting to say.

Warning: Content is Girly

Yep, read the title. This blog is about my opinion on gorgeous muscians or just good musicians. I am hoping to include pics. So here it is:

This is Christopher Drew Ingle. I think he is pretty good looking, but more importantly I love his music. I suggest any and all of his music. I love his songs sell out, happy, 30 days, what is love, she's got style, dare for distance, jane doe and many many more. I like his music becaus he has an interesting style. He doesn't just blend into the pop scene. He makes my list because he has the voice of an angel.

This, my blog readers, is Andy Sixx. He is gorgeous. I'm a bit of a fan girl. Anyway he is the in the band Black Veil Brides. Their music is fantastic, but a little dark at times and is known to border on the emo fringes. I love the songs Knives and Pens, and The Mortian's Daughter. So check out their music for me if ya'  would.

Chase Coy, also known as Dear Juliet, is amazing. I don't much like him in the looks department, but love his music. He writes and sings beautiful heart wrenching love songs. Some of his music is featured in my blog the Heartbreak Playlist ;) I love his songs never change, I will follow you into the dark, lullaby and wounded. I adore the song Wounded. It's sad, but so beautiful.

These guys are the members of A Rocket to the Moon. I am unable to listen to their music right now because they were the one band I associated with that someone special to who I am no longer special. Their music is amazing. I love the following songs Baby Blue Eyes, Mr. Right, Dakota, Annabell, Forever and Always (cover), and many more.

Prince Royce is of Latino heritage and sings beautifully. I have recently discovered his music so I don't know very much about him. I usually don't listen to Spanish music, but he has grown on me. I like all of his music

This week 10/15-19/12

Well, my dear blog readers. I have decided that I love everyone that reads my blogs. It makes me feel like there is a purpose for my life. When I was discussing my blog with my friends at school it occured to me that I should start telling you (the coolest people ever) some of the more unique thoughts that I have.
So here it is, as of friday of this week I have a new life goal. I want to use a whole tube of chapstick before I loose it. This seems nearly impossible. So guess what? Challenge accepted. Anyone else who deicides to take the chapstick challenge should comment on this blog. I would LOVE to hear from you guys.
If you guys enjoy my blogs you should really tell me. I mean I really do enjoy blogging, but I would like to make these blogs a little more interactive.
I read the books Divergent, Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac and Cleopatra's Moon this week. I loved the first two books, everyone should read them. If you liked the hunger game books then you should love Divergent. It was a fantastic read. I read it all in one day.
When I was talking my friend (Johnny, we shall call him) on friday, I deicided that I would share a little about my friends just in case I start telling you guys stories. So in this blog I will share some about my friend, Johnny. I choose to call him Johnny because when he sings he sounds exactly like Johnny Cash. He is funny and my best friend at school. When I told him about the blog he said that I should tell you guys "hi" for him.
There has been music stuck in my head all week. On monday, Prince Royce was singing his song Corazon Sin Cara in my head. Tuesday, Modern Science was funking up my thoughts with their song You Funk Me Up. Wenesday, I was pouting and listening to Chase Coy hoping the Skylar (Refer to the Heartbreak Playlist) would Never Change. Thursday, I was trying to not to pout. Friday, Taylor was telling that loosing him may have been blue, but I should I appreciate that loving him was Red. I make myself laugh, I can't believe that I just manage to work the titles of those songs into a paragraph.
Friday was full of fun. I found a pen...then wrote a half a sentence with it....and it died -_- . It was saddening. During first hour class, Johnny and I discussed how we hate that awkward moment when you have to pretend to be interested in what your teacher has to say.
I had braided my hair friday for the first time in a long long time. It was nice to feel girly, but sadly my ribbon fell out during health class. It was raining ribbon. Then a fire drill happened and we had to go outside so I couldn't pick up my ribbon and when I returned it had mysteriously returned.
I HATE algebra 2. It isn't just the teacher. I just hate math. It gives me a headache and frustrates me to the point of tears. I get decent grades though.

If you have any questions you want to ask or just want to tell me something or even want me to add a topic into my next blog or just ANYTHING email me. I will reply and put anything in this blog. Email me at silenceinbeauty@gmail.com
With Love,
Silenceinbeauty

BOOKS!!!!

I am gonna go geek for this post. I love books. I am passionate about reading. This is a complete shock and turn around. I hated reading for so long. Now reading is my escape from my average life. So I have decided to start by telling you of some of my favorite books. Here they are:

• The Rainbow Boys By Alex Sanchez
• This is a book for young adults. It has graphic sex scenes and does tell the story of three gay teenage boys. I liked the story line and the characterizaton. If you want more information on the book you can email me or check out this site: http://www.alexsanchez.com/
• Beastly by Alex Finn
• This is your typical romance. I love it! This is the perfect book to read if you are longing for a book to get into. I liked the movie too ;) So I suggest reading it. Here is the site and my email will be at the end if you want more information. http://www.alexflinn.com/html/beastly.html
• Cirque Du Freak by Darren Shan
• I love this series. It is different than all the other vampire books coming out or to light. Check it out, for me please?!? Here is his sight: http://www.darrenshan.com/books/details/cirque-du-freak/

Here are the five books that I picked up today that I want to read. So I hope to soon review them. We'll see how it goes.

• Waiting by Carol Lynch Williams
• My media director at school suggested this. I've been told that it is fantastic.....we shall see. I'm not sure what to think of the religious aspect of it.
• Summer Boys by Jodi Lynn
• This book is super short and I plan to start it tonight. We'll see.
• Daughter of Smoke and Bone By Laini Taylor
• I heard that this was a confusing fantasy book. Also I haven't heard fantastic things, but we'll see.
• The Immortal Rules by Julie Kagawa
• This book seems cliche to me. I promise to read it though.
• I Hunt Killers by Barry Lyga
• The cover says "What if the world's most notorious serial killer....was your dad?" A random woman commanded me to read this. I kid you not. She gave me a free copy and told me "It is the teenage criminal minds." I am really excited to read it. I saved this, the best, for last.

So soon I will upload again. Here is my email: silenceinbeauty@gmail.com
Email me if you have suggestions for a book I should read or review. I am begging for comments or emails. So help a girl out. Don't be shy! Comment tell me if you hate it. Tell me if you love it. Do you want me to continue or give up????????

Post One: The Beginning

I want to start a blog. So I have. This blog will have only my honest opinion on everything. I want to share what life is like in Indiana in the middle of nowhere. This blog is a manifesto of everything I that I think, feel and expierence.
I love music. Doesn't pretty much everyone? I listen to every type of music pretty much. So I am going to try to share music from every little genre and style that I enjoy. If you guys have suggestions, I would love that, please send them to me. I would love for this blog to be rather interactive.
Reading is a passion of mine. I read all the time. Usually, I read romance, but I would love to have books suggested whether or not if they are romance. I don't have a favorite book. How could I? There are so many wonderful books.
I love media. I watch television and movies often. This is normal, but I may share my opinions on this. Rarely, do I really love television shows. So I'm not sure how much I will share about this though. I like  movies from the 80's. That sounds odd. I mean, how many teens like movies that were made ten years before they were born? I'm kind of lame like that.
What about hobbies? Well, I have so many hobbies. I collect stamps. Building motorcycle enginges is a favorite hobby of mine. I own my first Harley now. I'm a girl so it's pretty impossible to find anyone who shares my interest so we'll see how it goes.
I like quirky quotes and saying. I hope to share my dad's fun little sayings. I am extremely close to my dad. He has always been a hero of mine. He hasn't been a good example, but he is one of my best friends. So I hope to share little stories of what is going on in my life.